I’ve finally started getting some stuff working for my new website. It still has a long ways to go but at least it’s semi-usable now.
I’ve been in Houston for a couple of weeks now. And I’m started to get settled in. It feels strange being so far away from home and becoming completely independent. Because I’m so far away from home I’m thinking about getting a pilot’s license. There are a couple of airports around here that will give you classes. In order to get your pilot’s license you need 20 hours of dual flight time with an instructor, 10 hours solo, 10 more hours either dual or solo, and 10 hours of ground school. Most places offer classes starting at 1900. Once I get a few paychecks under my belt I plan on checking into it.
I don’t know if it’s because I’m so far from home, or simply because I’m living alone again, but lately I’ve really felt lonely. I usually just push the feeling out of mind and think about something else. I have plenty of things to keep my mind occupied. But that feeling is always there nagging at my brain. I need to stop reading other people’s blogs too, that might help. I see that kc is yet again in love (or has been for quite some time), and I’m happy for him. Cassie looks likes she’s back with Donald yet again. I drove my friend down here when I moved so he could visit his girlfriend. It just seems like everybody is in relationships now. And then there’s David. We just exchanged emails with each other. Neither one of us have had a girlfriend since Cassie. I remember a few years back he and I made a “pact” to ask a girl out. I asked somebody and was rejected, and I think David decided he best not ask who he had in mind. I wouldn’t even have anybody to ask if made a pact like that now. And I doubt that I will for a long time. That’s ok though. The only thing that I really miss about having a girlfriend is emotional high that it gave me. I’m very happy with the way my life is right now and I don’t want to change it. It’s more of a struggle between heart and mind. When I sit and think about relationships and all that it entails I’m honestly very glad that I’m single and alone. But those darn emotions keep try telling me that it’s a bad thing. I hate it when I have mental versus emotional conflicts. I want but I don’t want. Ok that’s enough pondering. I’ll try to squash these annoying things called emotions again. I’ve just got to stay busy with things that require a lot of concentration. I can usually keep them to a minimum them.
I really need to finish this website. I should probably do that before I started moving on to my other unfinished projects. Anyway I’m happy all of my friends are happy. And David I’m sure that you’ll find somebody if you really want to. Good night everyone.